Hard not to be excited right now....

....when my whole neighborhood and some of my closest friends (including john, my closest) are going fucking nuts right now.  As much as I've loved the Mets my whole life, its been a long time (17 years) since i've lived in NY.....and a good 5 since i've hung out there on a regular basis.  Philly is where my heart is now, and i love all their other teams but GOD DAMN i've loved the mets FOREVER.  Phillies, are their number 1 fucking rivals.  But I really do feel something exciting when I see such a losing team make so many people so fucking happy.  

World Series

I'm sitting here being forced to watch the Phillies about to win the world series.  Its hard not to root for them when I live down near philly and all my friends down here are so excited plus they have been underdogs forever.  However I love the mets and John talked so much shit to me about my mets that I dont want to give him the satisfaction.  I'm still sick and I have nothing to write about.  

Couldn't have gotten sick at a worse time.  I'm slammed with school work, had to work 12 hour shifts the past three days, midterms this week, and I gotta heal for my birthday and halloween on friday!!  Watched the Eagles kick ass today, but unfortunately so did the rest of the NFC east.  Johns out celebrating the phillies victories, as much as i want to be happy for him since he's been waiting since 7 years old for this to happen, I still fucking hate the phillies.  Hard being a Mets fan in this town.  I can't sleep my mind is wandering.  Just watched the new Californiacation, Dexter and trying to fall asleep watching the new True Blood but my mind is wandering on school projects...and how or when i'm going to finally feel good about my work.